Gadhada Last Section Vach. 13 Vachanamrut Rahasyarth Pradeepika Tika

There is an inherent predisposition within My soul such that I do not like living in cities, mansions or royal courts. I prefer to remain in the forests and mountains, at river banks and under the trees. I very much like to remain in secluded places. A yearning constantly remains within Me that I prefer to sit in solitude and meditate on God. Before I had the darshan of Ramanand Swami, I had resolved with Muktanand Swami, ‘arrange for Me to have the darshan of Ramanand Swami. Then, the both of us will go to a forest, where we will meditate on God without any disturbance; and we shall never return to stay amongst people.’ Such was the resolution that existed within My mind. Even now, the same yearning remains within Me. I also have such firm affection for God and His disciples that, neither time, deeds or Maya, are capable of destroying that affection. Even if My soul tries to destroy the affection, it can never be eliminated from My heart. Such is the immense affection towards God and His disciples.